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hometownchargalSo, whether you're in the know or not, I suppose this was some time coming. I'm ill, like one of those that just won't go away and every now and then it consumes my life between treatment and work and so on plus how it leaves me exhausted. That combined with my inability to force myself to not feel anxious and insecure has had me at a loss and afraid of how to interact in the community anymore feeling that my lack of activity has been my downfall along with, in my opinion, rather lackluster rp on my part.
With that said, I have to honestly say with a heavy heart. It's not you guys, it's me. Smash was the one place that I felt was my home and sadly my last official RP game so I guess this is it as far as journal RP goes for me other than maybe memes and the small DR run by my roommates now.
I've had my ups and downs in Smash and I've met the most wonderful people i have ever met online and offline. You people have some of the most beautiful people I've ever had the pleasure of meeting and for that I thank you. You lot made going through life that much easier, even if I was more of a thread stalker than a thread doer.
You are all free to remove me from Plurk as I've been fairly absent there as well, but if you ever want to get in contact, feel free to toss me a PM or Private plurk or whatever.
i hope to someday come back, maybe when I suck less at this wonderful thing called RP.
Again... I'm sorry.
As far as what mycharacters did;
Riwane returned to the farm, the owners are old and sick and she decided to stay to run the farm and help them. She left all her belongings that she didn't take to her friends and hopefully had a long hard and tearful 1 on 1 with those who were really special to her (ir Char, Jolt and specially Jon)
Ellistree felt the beckoning from Azeroth with the new expac coming out and decided that her world needed her. She left all her combat belongings, herbs and leather to Soryk and left her money, toys, cloths etc to her roommate.
Mawrow left back to Pallet. Her insecurities got the best of her when Red left and she felt that she wasn't as ready as she hoped she was to face this kind of world.
With that said, I have to honestly say with a heavy heart. It's not you guys, it's me. Smash was the one place that I felt was my home and sadly my last official RP game so I guess this is it as far as journal RP goes for me other than maybe memes and the small DR run by my roommates now.
I've had my ups and downs in Smash and I've met the most wonderful people i have ever met online and offline. You people have some of the most beautiful people I've ever had the pleasure of meeting and for that I thank you. You lot made going through life that much easier, even if I was more of a thread stalker than a thread doer.
You are all free to remove me from Plurk as I've been fairly absent there as well, but if you ever want to get in contact, feel free to toss me a PM or Private plurk or whatever.
i hope to someday come back, maybe when I suck less at this wonderful thing called RP.
Again... I'm sorry.
As far as what mycharacters did;
Riwane returned to the farm, the owners are old and sick and she decided to stay to run the farm and help them. She left all her belongings that she didn't take to her friends and hopefully had a long hard and tearful 1 on 1 with those who were really special to her (ir Char, Jolt and specially Jon)
Ellistree felt the beckoning from Azeroth with the new expac coming out and decided that her world needed her. She left all her combat belongings, herbs and leather to Soryk and left her money, toys, cloths etc to her roommate.
Mawrow left back to Pallet. Her insecurities got the best of her when Red left and she felt that she wasn't as ready as she hoped she was to face this kind of world.
